[Wow I managed to write a song that wasn’t about a subject matter entirely horrendous. Unrequited love is more conventional, at least]
There are words between my lips
Words that I dare not say
I think of love and years
Of recalling yesterday.
I may be foolish but not stupid
Yes I fell in love with a ghost
I’ll try and purge you from my memory
Yes I’ll do my utmost.
Maybe that’s what sets me apart
From all the other guys
Who slept with you one winter day
And fell in love with your eyes.
They didn’t look away quick enough
They fell into a trance
And thought Heidi’s really lovely
I’m sure she’ll give me a chance.
No, me I know your power
I was out the door that night
I thought about you as I crossed the road
At the green traffic lights
You make my mind so silly
And you make my heart cry loud
But I know that it is fruitless
I’m just another in a crowd.
There are realms of guys who love you
In every town and every place
That you’ve ever graced your presence
In silken skirts, lipstick and lace
I’m really not that special
I’m mediocrity at best
Unexceptional to you
Yes I’ll fade into the rest.
Some days I think about you
If you’re cov’ring something up
That’s why you pick up people put them down
Like we put down coffee cups
Is there a hole inside your ribcage?
Where a broken heart does beat?
And a voice in your head that tells you
To throw yourself a thousand feet
I may not be as pretty
Or have the same way to cope
But Heidi please just listen
Just know you’re not alone
You deserve a nicer world
And you deserve a kinder mind
An inside voice as lovely
As the one you use outside.
I don’t expect one thing from you
Not a smile not a kiss
Oh I just want you better
You’d be terrible to miss.